That darn sport!

So, I am pretty sure snowboarding is the absolute, without a doubt, most horribly miserable thing I have ever done. Yet, surprisingly, I had a lot of fun. I'm not sure who won, me or the mountain. I'm pretty sore, but I made that mountain my biotch a time or two. I totally mastered the bunny hill, but why do they gotta call it that? I feel like a little wimp. They should call it the killer rabbit slope, or something more awesome. I really think it was good to challenge myself. I realized I'm never going to be proud of anything I accomplish unless I have to work for it. Things that come easy don't make you a stronger person, and I always seem to quit things that don't. So, I'm going stick this out until I get better.

I talked to just the most adorable girl and she gave me some amazing new reading ideas. So I have added them on to my very long and never ending book list, then I moved them to the top. So I am very excited to dig in!

I am on this new mission to simplify my life. It's super difficult but I am ready. I'm tired of being tied down with stuff. I want to be able to just get up and go if I suddenly want to live somewhere else. I'm almost ready to go adventure and find myself, but I have to get everything together here first so I don't have to worry about anything.

Daily Concern: Watching 3 year olds whiz by me on the slopes today, well first it was adorable and a little ego stripping, but second it made me want to make my kids awesome at everything when they are little. What an advantage to learn things when your spongy and fearless. I wonder if this will make my kids grow up and blame me for controlling there life, or trying to live through them. Huh...

small thought: Living with someone made me realize I'm that darn apple right next to the tree! I do everything like my parents...freaky!

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